Some days, I’m in my head way too much. Thinking and thinking and thinking, about several different things at once.
I’ve expressed in a previous blog I titled Hope my doubts about GOD existing.
Maybe, it’s more I lost faith in GOD after my mother died. I came to the conclusion today, GOD does exist and, maybe, my prayers went unanswered, because my mother could do more for me after she was physically gone than alive.
She’s, always, watching over me along with my father. They communicate with me through dreams and I know they are helping me have a better life.
Despite accepting GOD exists, I’m still hesitant when it comes to praying or believing my prayers will be answered. I think I lost faith due to all my life tragedies.
I’m thinking Time is what will restore my faith, because I know now that those speed bumps in life helped me to be stronger, resilient and a better person.